in honor of the weather and because i was in the mood for it, i made soup and a grilled cheese. for scotland. but there was no hard apple cider or diane to play gin with. oh well. today was my day off. last night i was feeling like i just wouldnt be able to sleep again so i decided i should take a little extra of the recommended dose of tylynol pm. yes. at 1:15 too. long story short, i woke up at 2:51. damnit damnit damnit. i was like, thanks for waking me up, no wakey. hollie couldnt believe i took that that late. so im feeling rested. and about $200 poorer. i went shopping. i ended up at the nordstrom rack store. holy hell. not bad at all. totally organized in a way that stresses me out but oh well. i wish they'd redo it. man it feels like halloween outside. rainy and kinda cold. just like scotland. i didnt get any shoes. not a one. the only ones that struck my fancy im going to think about. and guess what else? i bought a pair of jeans that are a size 29. thats right! hot damn! i tried on the 31s thinking theyd be just right but no! too big! and i refrained from buying $78 jeans but i did have them in my hand. i saw all the new marc jacobs stuff at von maur. of if i had $500 to spend on a sweater....its funny on here because i never really say anything important to me. i write all that down in a wee book. speaking a books, i need to start reading a new one but i dont know what to read.