people who say that drinking by yourself is a bad thing are stupid. i think it's a great thing. i don't have to worry about driving. i don't have to worry about getting hit on by a nasty guy. i don't have to worry about having to pee in a dirty bathroom. i can just sit and drink. and drink. and that is what i have done. and drink. and you know what else?! i can eat the carmel from the carmel popcorn right off my chest that fell there. and no one will see me! mmmmmmmmm! i can lalalalala as much as a i want too. i talked to this kid from college. havent talked to him in a while. we had eyes for each other at one point. he's the kind of kid i could picture myself having casual sex with. too bad. ian is online too. i could have casual sex with him too. man i wish i was a whore i could have casual sex with everyone. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha
oh boy.
seriously though it's nice to have integridy and goodness. i can squeeze my lip and barely feel it. that is how i know i am not sober. when i squeeze my lip. i have to pee and since i am not at some dirty ass shit hole piece of crap bar i am going to pee. and enjoy it. good night.